Well hey...can someone please explain to me why guys are so weird? Hang on, maybe I should narrow the question down a little, we don't have years to answer. I'm sorry, Guys, I'm really not putting you down here. I don't mean this in a bad way. I'm simply very frustrated with the male species. Why is it that they can't speak on thier own, and have their own opinions which aren't 100% influenced by their mates. I'm realising that it's going to be hard to have a journal on here where my friends can see, because I can't really use names. But I could name a few examples. Incidences where the guy holds an opinion on his own, but once he realises that his mates think the total opposite, he does a complete 180, and changes his mind. It's soo annoying. It's not all the guys I know. In fact, it's only really one or two. It annoys me soo much. I thought I liked this one guy. Now I'm not so sure. What's the use when he can't think for himself, or has to rely on his friends for an opinion. No thanks.

I think I'm doing the right thing by having a journal on my page. People don't have to read it if they're not interested in hearing about what goes on in my life. But I think a journal can help both the readers an the writer. Reading other people's diaries makes me feel less alone. Their feelings often mirror mine, and everyone elses. I can symathize with depression. It's fun to read of other tales of love and realise that I'm not the only one who feels a certain way around a guy, or who has insecurities about why the guy mightn't like me.