scarlet's walk (kisstheviolets) wrote,
scarlet's walk

Just don't do it. Don't tell me that you care for me, that you love me, when you don't. Just don't tell me things that you don't mean. Don't get my hopes up, make me think that you really do care when the truth is, you forget about me the moment I'm out of sight. Damnit, I'm sick of being led on. I'm sick of people saying that they care when they don't. Just don't pretend anymore. Don't pretend to me. Because I'll find out sooner or later. And then I'll fall again, falling deeper than the darkest hell. I'll fall into a dark abyass, and it'll be all your fault. But why should you care? Why should you care about me? I'm not worth caring about. I'm just a stupid little girl who doesn't know anything. Why are you wasting your time with me?

Tell me. Just tell me why you care for me. I bet you can't do it. I don't want you to lie. Damnit, I'm sick of lies. I'm sick of people telling me the things they think I want to hear, but never acting on it. Fuck, I'm sick to death of people telling me that they care, but not really caring, not really knowing.

Stop pretending, damnit. Stop it, because I can't handle it anymore. YOU DON'T CARE. YOU DON'T.

Fuck it. I'm not worth it. Screw the whole fucking deal.

Don't waste your breath on me. No-one else does.

To hell with it all.

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