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30 July 2001 @ 04:10 pm
 
I'm trying so hard to be positive, to look on the bright side, to do all the things I know I should. I'm trying to remember that everyone has problems, that there's no reason for me to get so worked up over little things like I have been, to take everything so personally.

And just when I'm beginning to remember... something comes along to break that down, to break ME down.

I'm forgetting what it's like to be genuinely happy, and it scares me, because I'm becoming this person I don't want to be, only I don't know how to stop it.