scarlet's walk (kisstheviolets) wrote,
scarlet's walk

Things seem to be ever changing, and nothing seems certain anymore. I don't know what to believe in, I don't know what's important to me, or what I should care about. I'm starting to feel a bit like a ghost in my own world, merely floating, just being. I'm hanging on to the pretence that everything will be okay, but in reality... I don't know if it will be.

I'm not depressed. I'm just... numb. And I don't know if this is a good or a bad thing anymore.


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