May 4th, 2001

butterfly girl : where she goes when she

a rethought...

I've decided not to audition for "Jesus Christ Superstar" after all. I think once "Waltzes from Vienna" is over, I might take a little break. I think right now, it's important to concentrate on the quality of things in my life - uni, work (bleah), friends, and the play. Rather than take on too much (again).

I miss my friends. There are so many people that I need to catch up with. I haven't seen Kristy, one of my best friends, for over a month now. If Sarah and I didn't talk on ICQ, we probably wouldn't see each other as much either. Why? Because we're both too busy. There are people like Belinda, Naomi, Mia... I haven't seen them in ages. If I had more time, I could make more of an effort to see them on a more regular basis. I miss my friends, and I'm going to spend time with THEM from now on, rather than doing so much extracurricular stuff.

Besides, "JC Superstar" isn't being performed until November this year. That means we'll be doing the majority of rehearsing throughout semester 2, and I think that one's going to be my busiest yet (this is, of course, asuming that I would get in). I don't need to add anything else to my list of things to worry about in the 2nd half of the year.