August 11th, 2001

butterfly girl : where she goes when she

Your type is the Romantic (http://www.emode.com/emode/tests/your_type.jsp)

There's no such thing as too much wining and dining! You're a sucker for the Romantic. Some flowers...a nice dinner...a little music - right up your alley! Your type places his woman on a pedestal and treats her like a princess. That's exactly what you crave. Whether you need it or not, you like the reassurance that a romantic guy provides. With him, you never feel taken for granted. You don't fall for the tough-guy act - in fact, you're turned off by a guy who's not in touch with his feminine side. The sensitive male who properly courts a woman will steal your heart every time. A little traditional? Yup. A little old-fashioned? Maybe so. But did a little extradoting ever hurt anyone? Definitely not.

[Is anyone else sensing a pattern here in all my test results? Hmmm]

Thanks Ellen!

butterfly girl : where she goes when she

(no subject)

I was going to write this entry about how I just wanted to stop thinking tonight but couldn't; about this guy that I like that I wish I could just get over; and about how a little support and understanding from someone I never expected it from at work can make all the difference.

But when I started to write the words, nothing seemed to make sense. So maybe... I just shouldn't write tonight.

I know what I mean. I don't need to make others understand. Not right now.

(Perhaps with daylight will come clarity; and perhaps with clarity will come peace of mind. Right now, I just need to figure things out for myself... or maybe I need to stop figuring, and just let it be. I need to have that confidence that some things will fall into place.)