August 12th, 2004

butterfly girl : where she goes when she

i am desire

today feels summery even though it is actually the middle of winter. but it feels warm and the sun is out and i have desperately wanted to be outside all day. i have been listening to scarlet's walk on my earphones at work and thinking of summer sunshine & being in queensland & i smile with a secret that is my own. i am anywhere but here today, it seems.

i crave beautiful words and i wish i could captivate people the way that others do to me.
reading other people's writing
is like
f a l l i n g
into another world.