November 16th, 2004

butterfly girl : where she goes when she


oh gods.
where do i find the courage?

i so badly want to go back overseas for awhile
stay and work a casual job, travel the countries
meet new people, have adventures. just for awhile,
you know?

but i am sosososcared to do it.
i am scared of being alone (that is my biggest fear of all).

where do i find the strength & determination to do something that frightens me immensely, but that i'll regret if i don't do it?