December 24th, 2004

butterfly girl : where she goes when she

dot points

x. i think i'm more excited about the phantom of the opera movie than i am about xmas, isn't that sad, really {?!} hurrah for being a theatre geek, i won't apologise for my excitement.

x. researching opportunities and possibilities for working in the uk next year. the more i think about it, the more i want to do it, even though the idea of moving halfway across the world even for 12 months is as scary as hell. but everything comes full circle and i remember another time when i was eager for escape and thinking i'd find what i was looking for in a place i could only get to by flying. sometimes i worry that history is repeating itself, and i haven't learnt a thing.

x. i am trying very hard not to call R right now. i miss him so much {xmas can feel so lonely, you know?}

x. carols by candlelight is fabulous tonight. i've been doing christmasy things since the beginning of december, so why does it still not feel like the holiday season ?

butterfly girl : where she goes when she

wales -v- england

hmm. rooms in cardiff/south wales are so much cheaper to rent than anywhere in england that i wanted to stay.

maybe i need to rethink my working holiday plans. i really loved wales anyway.

*goes back to browsing message boards*