June 10th, 2009

busy working

"I'm awake and I've been losing sleep"

I have been up since 6:30 this morning studying, &am currently feeling quite productive. I have been having awful headaches the last 4 days; I spent all of Sunday sick in bed, with the nauseous kind of migraine, and it seemed to carry on through Monday & Tuesday. I feel better today though; hopefully it won't return. I have way too much work to do this week.

I am eager for exams to be over. I miss having time for myself, to do creative things and enjoy working on projects without worrying about the time. There are dozens of letters I want to write to friends, to some of you; scrapbooks I want to finish, emails to catch up on, friends to actually see face-to-face (it's been much too long). Only a week & a half more to go. I always start to feel around this time of the semester that I'm going to lose my sanity, but I'm trying to remember to breathe. I get a little sick of my own company during the day though.

I am working on a new amazon order & blog posts & finding inspiration from other creative people. It's getting me through.