There was a time, this time last year and the months before, when I came to a conclusion of sorts that behind the stage was where I belonged - that directing, producing was what I wanted to do, and that there was no need to be a part of the action at the front. Now I know that's not true - there is no place for me to be behind the scenes, I need to be out there, and just... being a part of the show.
I rang up some more performing arts schools in QLD and in NSW yesterday to send me out some information packages about their courses. I hope they come soon, because then I can start to consider this possibility of following my dream.
Oh yes. I saw Phil last night too, first time since the cast party. Funny how that doesn't seem so important anymore. Boys? Pffft.