i went through all my old journal archives, from 1998 onwards, and it's amazing to read back on some of those entries. i cringe at moments of teenage angst, wince at the memory of certain painful things, laugh at the descriptions of some of the crazy things my friends + i got up to. sometimes it seems like nothing much has changed since those days when i was 17; yet at the same times, everything is changing.
there was such a lead up to this decision i made just 2 months ago - some might say that it seemed to be an overnight decision, yet every dance class i ever took, every song i sang, the plays i directed, the musicals i saw, were all a part of this move. this was never a spur of the moment creation; i say that it's all happening so quickly, but at the same time, it's been a long time coming.
maybe it's a destiny.