yesterday afternoon, i brought some Tori Amos cds - i think i own them all now, and it makes me wonder why it took so long to really get into her music. previously i could only listen to her music when i was in a certain mood, and always only late at night, but the last few days her music has been playing continuously through my cd player- it makes me think of cooling[!], but there has been something calming about it, that i never really noticed before. i think i've needed that.
it's been a rough few days, but i'm not going to give up. i'm filling my life with positive things, and as of today, there are only 13 days until i'm back in adelaide for a holiday to see all my favourite people. there are beautiful people at uni who make me smile, ballet classes to challenge my body, and interesting subjects to challenge my mind. i have so much love in my life, and even though sometimes i can't always see it, i know it's there.