Tomorrow afternoon is going away with Russell until Wednesday, and how I've looked forward to this. There's more to say on this topic... but not now. Kristy just laughed when I told her I was going away: "but you're already on holiday!" but sometimes this doesn't feel like being on holidays. Its like Queensland and all my adventures there seem so far away, because now that I'm back here for these days, it seems as though I've never left. Things are mostly the same, and in many ways its comforting, but in other ways... I can see why I needed to get out.
I'll be sad to go back home [still, not for over a week yet], but Queensland is a comfort in itself. As I said to Kristy tonight, I know that Queensland is the right place for me right now. I couldn't have stayed here, and I still can't. But it doesn't mean I can't miss everyone close to me.
I'm still trying to find my stability, but never quite knowing where to look.