scarlet's walk (kisstheviolets) wrote,
scarlet's walk
kisstheviolets

so thanks for making me a FIGHTER

I don't want my day off to be nearly over :( But only 2 more days until my next one, unless I get asked to work again... which is always a possibility there. Tomorrow is meant to only be a morning shift, but if I actually get to go at 1:30pm like I'm meant to, I'll be blown away.

Russell and I went to see Harry Potter and he commented that he never thought he'd be going to the theatre to actually see it. And it makes me smile that he doesn't hesitate to take me to things he would never consider doing himself, just because it makes me happy. I loved the movie, and I shrieked out aloud in one part (where Ron + Harry are in the car, with the spiders all around them and one just jumps at the window all of a sudden), and he hugged me and laughed. aww, sweetness. Afterwards he took me to a cafe for lunch, where we talked about what I could do next year (uni, work, queensland), and I love him for always being here for me, no matter what.

I have some ideas about next year that may help solve my confusion and anxiety about being in uni for 2 more years. Perhaps I'll write more about that later, but right now, it shall remain a secret between only myself and him, until I give it some more thought before putting it into writing.

And this song just seems perfect right now, in the light of false friends and petty bullshit. Because you know, I'm not going to be feeling sad about this anymore, some things really aren't worth the hassle.


When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh


After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

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