i brought a printer today. and a fan. i've yet to set them up though, but soon. it's funny what excites me some days. i guess i like owning things... call me materialistic, perhaps? it's nice not to always have to rely on other people for things.
i have the house to myself for the next 5 hours or so, and i'm mostly glad, although after last night, i'm a little apprehensive about being here in the dark on my own. there is some weird stuff on this street sometimes... it freaks me out, especially when i'm already having doubts & fears & uncertainties about everything. it's not a nice feeling, being unsafe.
i think i'm going to make the most of having the house to myself though, and go and watch some corny videos (oh, i missed my Center Stage video!) and write glittery letters (if you want one, let me know? xx), and later on, make a delicious dinner - those are the things that cheer me up, or at least take my mind off everything else. perhaps its a false security, but right now, i'd give anything to be back in my naive little faery world. things seem more manageable like that, somehow.