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30 January 2003 @ 05:16 pm
sigh. applied for one job today, and also signed up with an agency. tomorrow will be another day though, and the next one, and the next.

i brought a printer today. and a fan. i've yet to set them up though, but soon. it's funny what excites me some days. i guess i like owning things... call me materialistic, perhaps? it's nice not to always have to rely on other people for things.

i have the house to myself for the next 5 hours or so, and i'm mostly glad, although after last night, i'm a little apprehensive about being here in the dark on my own. there is some weird stuff on this street sometimes... it freaks me out, especially when i'm already having doubts & fears & uncertainties about everything. it's not a nice feeling, being unsafe.

i think i'm going to make the most of having the house to myself though, and go and watch some corny videos (oh, i missed my Center Stage video!) and write glittery letters (if you want one, let me know? xx), and later on, make a delicious dinner - those are the things that cheer me up, or at least take my mind off everything else. perhaps its a false security, but right now, i'd give anything to be back in my naive little faery world. things seem more manageable like that, somehow.
Aubrey: happiness and lovestormvibrations on January 30th, 2003 07:17 am (UTC)
I want a letter :). I hope you have a good day/evening!
for the heart is an organ of fireindiansummers on January 30th, 2003 08:01 am (UTC)
i always find things to be much more manageably when i sink into my world of daydreams and make-believe. :-) i tend to hit reality with a bit of a crash though, hmmm.
And come the dawn I'll be long gone__electrique on January 30th, 2003 08:34 am (UTC)
me me me! I would love a letter from you darling! <3<3
The Misadventurous Life Trials of Miss Maybellinecuriousalice on January 31st, 2003 07:35 am (UTC)
Ahhh... Center Stage. It ALWAYS makes me feel like dancing.

When I first saw it, I went to the theater by myself. It was kinda sad... me sitting there among a crew of thirteen year olds. But - damn it - I enjoyed it nonetheless.

(I'm still a ballerina at heart.)

_crumbledarling on January 31st, 2003 08:39 pm (UTC)

Some days I just wish that I could
give you a hug and hold your hand for a moment.
You're in my thoughts, dear. Always.

xoxo xx__♥