I talked to Stewart before. And that should make me smile, and in one sense, it does. My mood has nothing to do with talking to Stewart. Except for, of course, missing him [and all the others], but that's nothing new. He rang me while I was in a lecture at uni and left a message on voice mail. It was so sweet, and it make me totally smile and feel loved that he thought of me. These people are never really too far away. A phone call, a text message, an email. We're not truly out of contact during the week... we're not really isolated.
So why do i feel so alone?
I have to remember that I'm really not.