Is it possible for someone to have such an impact on your life after only a few hours of talking to them? I think of all these beautiful people I met the other night - well, maybe "met" is the wrong word, as I'd met them all at auditions... "gotten to know" might be a more eloquent way to put it - and i wonder how, after just those few hours of sitting outside and talking to them, how I could miss them so much throughout the week, how I could crave to hear their voices again and feel their hugs. Is it possible for people to creep into your life like that, and have such a big impact so soon, so suddenly?
Maybe this is what I was missing before.
Jeremy offered me a lift into uni this afternoon, and I'm glad I don't have to drive now. The weather is horrible outside today. But I hope we don't get into one of our big arguments about the show. The last time we did that and then travelled in the same car to go back home, things were definitely awkward. I could never hate him. But sometimes he just makes me so mad, and it becomes hard to hide it after awhile.
But what can I say? We've been working on plays together for 9 months now. A blowout was bound to happen eventually.