i love my friends, i really do. they honestly mean the world to me, and i feel so terribly lucky that i've pretty much come back from queensland with even more friends than when i left. i always held these doubts about certain people, but when it comes down to it, people have a lot more loyalty than you'd give them credit for. for once, i don't feel a need to be anyone else other than who i am.
i've started to feel like i need to censor myself online these days. and i hate that, but i'm sick of feeling that anything i say could anger, upset, or offend someone else. i'm sick of feeling as though if i write what i feel, someone's just gonna get mad at me for feeling that way. and normally i wouldn't care, but right now, it seems that just keeping quiet is the only way to go.