i fell asleep at russell's late last night, my head on his chest and he read to the end of his chapter. it was so comforting, as though we could hide away in our own little world like that. at times like that, i just hate returning to reality. at times like that, i wonder how we could waste so much time arguing, especially lately. but there's always hope, and every couple has their ups & downs. take it one day at a time, maybe it will all be okay.
and in other news, kate & i are back on speaking terms after months of hostile silence (she even gave me a lift back to my car last night after dinner, where we reminisced about some of our sillier memories and things we'd done together), i discovered that people are impressed to hear i work at zurich which is a strange feeling (perhaps its a good thing i didn't know when i went for the job how "prestigious" the company actually was - i may not have gotten the job afterall if i was over-eager to impress), i've put on 2 kilos (unfortunately too many people are still commenting that i've lost weight so i'm not sure where those 2 kilos have gone), and i have sailor moon dvds to watch this afternoon. hurrah.