i need something new to write about. it's always the same old story, always repeating itself. but maybe by tomorrow we'll be on the way up again. at least to being awake.
... it's really sad when the people i work with, who are my parents age, have more of a life than i do right now. i'm letting my age down... heh.
&sparkleoflife, i'm thinking of you darling, and hope that you & hayden will be alright. i'm sorry i didn't get to visit you today like i was going to, but i was too tired to try and be sociable :( i love you and i'm thinking of you xxx
sleep... SLEEP!!! god damnit. i hate being constantly tired like this :(