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13 July 2003 @ 05:54 pm
always the same old story  
i'm so tired right now i could collapse. i'm only up because i'm waiting for dinner (and it's chinese, or else i wouldn't even bother), but as soon as i've eaten, it's back to bed again. or at least lying down and watching tv. sometimes you get tired, but you can keep pushing yourself to get past it (like first thing in the morning, or late afternoon), and then you're alright; but lately, my tiredness has been insane. tiredness that makes me want to curl up crying at work, just collapse and not move. but i'll get my blood test results tomorrow night. i might leave work early to get them. i think it might just be low iron or something, because i haven't felt sick, and that's a good thing. it'll be nice to start feeling alive again, and you can't when yr sleeping 12 hours a night or else suffering from what feels like sleep deprivation.

i need something new to write about. it's always the same old story, always repeating itself. but maybe by tomorrow we'll be on the way up again. at least to being awake.

... it's really sad when the people i work with, who are my parents age, have more of a life than i do right now. i'm letting my age down... heh.

&sparkleoflife, i'm thinking of you darling, and hope that you & hayden will be alright. i'm sorry i didn't get to visit you today like i was going to, but i was too tired to try and be sociable :( i love you and i'm thinking of you xxx

sleep... SLEEP!!! god damnit. i hate being constantly tired like this :(

/end complaining
winterswitchery on July 13th, 2003 08:52 am (UTC)
You don't have mono, do you?
◕ ◡ ◕chasethestars on July 13th, 2003 09:16 am (UTC)
*offers you a lolly dripping in sugar in attempt to jumpstart your hyperness*

or at least aliveness.sometimes the more we sleep, the more tired we become. or it's that way for me at least.

take care hun. <33
absolutions on July 13th, 2003 11:48 am (UTC)
Girl, your entries are perfect the way they are. So are you. :)
dovetail on July 13th, 2003 12:08 pm (UTC)
Oh dear, I hope it isn't anything serious, hopefully the doctors can let you know if there's anything wrong. Maybe you just need a few days of rest and relaxation!
for the heart is an organ of fire: aloneindiansummers on July 13th, 2003 12:58 pm (UTC)
when i was seriously depressed, I was constantly exhausted, regardless of what I did. I think it's one of those lovely things that comes hand in hand with it. Hmmm. Hope you're ok hun x
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Star Struck: Butterflyheatherooo on July 23rd, 2003 11:16 am (UTC)
Hey! Just browsing, bored, like.

I know what you mean about the sleep thing... Urgh. It just gets to the stage where you give up on caring about it. Or in my experience at least. Constantly knackered!

Anyway, yeah, I noticed you've diddl as one of your interests, lol. And the fairy thing going on! :oD

Hev. x