scarlet's walk (kisstheviolets) wrote,
scarlet's walk

simple pleasures

crap. i hate being so tired all the time. although i know the reason for it this time; last night was a restless sleep, strange dreams, feeling like i hadn't slept at all. i was so tired by 9pm i was almost delirious, yet still couldn't sleep much. very frustrating, and now i'm paying the price for my uneasy sleep. i'd like to wake up some time soon though. i'm deciding whether to go back to Russ's tonight again, or spend a night in my own bed. i hate waking up alone :( and i like early-morning hugs. but i've been there almost every night this week, except for thursday. maybe i'll make a decision later - he doesn't get home from work until 9pm tonight anyway.

so, i have some projects to start working on. i miss being creative, but if there's one good thing about being anti-social lately, it's that i'm getting back in touch with my more creative side, and trying not to be afraid to express myself in different ways. i need to choose somewhere to register and host my domain that i want. i need to write more colourful letters. and i'm thinking about making a zine. only thinking, at this stage. but i have some ideas for it. maybe i'll start, and see where it winds up. there's no harm in giving it a try. who would want a copy if i did actually make one? just curious.

i brought some new coloured pencils and markers today. and it's amazing the range of choices these days. when i was younger, it was exciting if someone had a Crayola crayon caddy (i was always so jealous). now there's aisles of various pencils, crayons, markers, glitter glue, puff paint, gel pens. if i'd had more money to spend, i know i could have gone crazy there in k-mart. and it makes me smile that my heart can still find joy in the simplest of things.
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