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15 October 2003 @ 07:21 pm
hmm, my livejournal friends of list is dropping down like flies. le sigh. sorry if i offended anyone(?)

i'm going to move to a new lj once my paid account here runs out, because it is really time for a new start. i added all my old journal archives to this (mostly friends-only or private; i just wanted them all in the one place) when i first created @allegria, but now seems the time to move on. you can't ever truly let go of the past - it is always a part of who you are. but i'd like to at least remove it from sight.

it's hard to try and move on when you're surrounded by so many reminders of what you used to be. it's hard to change when your old habits are there in black & white. somedays i'd just like to recreate myself altogether - but we all know how that never works.


tomorrow = an easy day at work. liz is away, and she provides me with most of my work; and as i left this afternoon mostly caught up bar a few things she added to my intrays after 4pm, i doubt tomorrow will be too harrowing. it's always nice to have a straight forward day; then again, perhaps i won't speak too soon. you never know what could be lurking under your desk.

and in other news, the awesome girl otherwise known as sarah (or sparkleoflife) gave me HAIR GLITTER on saturday night :D it's so cool, and oh love, if i could get away with wearing it to my corporate office in my corporate suit, you damn well know i would be sparkling every day. that girl rocks and i hope she knows it :D
ko_uta on October 15th, 2003 05:56 am (UTC)
Well, you haven't offended me! I know all about changing LJ's and such. I think sometimes it is a very good idea mentally. *hugs*

Hair glitter rocks!!!!
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on October 17th, 2003 04:54 am (UTC)
The most fantastic of all muppets in the landfantasticmuppet on October 15th, 2003 07:45 am (UTC)
it's so funny -- you're the last person i picture in a suit.

interesting, about changing when your old habits are all right there in front of you. it's like what they tell recovering drug addicts -- don't spend time with the same people, don't spend time in the same places. a new journal will be a nice symbolic new start.

    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on October 17th, 2003 04:53 am (UTC)
thats what i think too :D

i wish i could get away with wearing faerywings with my suits ;) but you know, i actually LIKE wearing those things and looking "professional". i think i am a mass of contradictions really :P
The most fantastic of all muppets in the landfantasticmuppet on October 17th, 2003 06:03 am (UTC)
it's probably fun partly because it's like playing a role. what theatre girl wouldn't love dressing up and playing the business diva? ;)
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    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on October 17th, 2003 04:52 am (UTC)
thankyou darling, you're a sweetheart <3
robinbruised on October 15th, 2003 02:21 pm (UTC)
my list is dropping too. probably because i never post anymore...or if i do is just shit.

hi. i'm sending you something.
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on October 17th, 2003 04:51 am (UTC)
nothing you write is shit.
d-elicatehandsdown on October 15th, 2003 10:06 pm (UTC)
You should come to www.greatestjournal.com!
   ++   Sparkle Of Life   ++sparkleoflife on October 16th, 2003 05:08 am (UTC)
I say definately wear it at work!! Maybe you need to push for one of those casual days or something =) You go girl!!
I'm so glad you like it though!! I thought you might already have some but when I saw it I couldn't resist!! =) *huggles*