scarlet's walk (kisstheviolets) wrote,
scarlet's walk

oh happiness

i am amazingly happy right now. i wish i could take this glow and spread it around for everyone to share in; no-one should feel sad and i know that too many of you do. {tell me how i could cheer you up?}

&happiness =

x. my inspiration came back :D i've fallen in love with beaded jewellry making, partly inspired by this talented girl, and wonderful jewelry making magazines i flipped through in the newsagency yesterday and amazing sites like this and the plethora of australian links & resources & shops in adelaide that i'm stumbling across and - oh. so much incredible beauty and i want to learn what i can, just for my own sake. also, miss roseinyrteeth, i am going to order some of your jewellry soon !

x. i spent yesterday afternoon with R; our friendship is finally okay. we spent hours cuddling and holding hands and laughing and oh, loveliness. talking & kissing & oh okay so maybe we're not just friends but i don't care to question anymore and my heart is happy just to be with him. i am not the needy girl i used to be, i know i'm not.

x. i am listening to britney's "everytime" and laugh if you wish, but that song was in my dream last night, and i just think it's beautiful. so, hrmph.

x. i love when it is sunday and i still have another day off, especially when everyone else will be back at work tomorrow; it is like my own delicious secret. haha, sillyness; but i feel like i can savour the days off and not worry because the weekend is slipping by. and it is less than 3 months now until i go to england and you wouldn't believe how excited i am. i think i am going to find a recipe for homemade nachos because i am craving them, and walk down to the shop and buy ingredients and make a really yummy lunch - well, sort of lunch, since i only got up an hour ago :\

sigh, i love this feeling, i wish i could share it with you somehow.

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