x. researching opportunities and possibilities for working in the uk next year. the more i think about it, the more i want to do it, even though the idea of moving halfway across the world even for 12 months is as scary as hell. but everything comes full circle and i remember another time when i was eager for escape and thinking i'd find what i was looking for in a place i could only get to by flying. sometimes i worry that history is repeating itself, and i haven't learnt a thing.
x. i am trying very hard not to call R right now. i miss him so much {xmas can feel so lonely, you know?}
x. carols by candlelight is fabulous tonight. i've been doing christmasy things since the beginning of december, so why does it still not feel like the holiday season ?
