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28 December 2004 @ 12:55 am
♥ had a fabulous time out with sparkleoflife & kristy tonight; we went to see the phantom of the opera movie and i got goosebumps in the first scene. the chandelier haunts me, as do the opening notes. i fell in love with christine's corsetted dresses, and i desperately wish i could sew and make things like that. but i practically failed year 8 home ec; there's no hope for me now. just kidding; i'm just too lazy to learn. is it hard ?

♥ plans to see both the girls on new years eve, and it's the first nye in a few years i've looked forward to, as well as looking to the new year with excitement. there's more to write about this, but perhaps later because a lack of sleep this weekend means being unable to write a deep entry in a coherent manner (hence the heart-points); but for once i'm not filled with dread about the end of the year.

♥ one more day of the long weekened (woe); wishing i didn't need to sleep because there's a hundred things i'd rather do instead. there are books to read, zines to write (partway through the new one i decided to make this week, an interlude to winterspark), mail art to create. letters to catch up on (always), working holidays to research, writing assignments to be done, deviantart sites to be updated, webpages to begin designing. i'm trying to learn how to save the world or at least be a better person, find out how to make a difference in something that matters, and i wish i could throw myself whole-heartedly into something i believe in and know that it meant something to the people it needs to. i still owe _ikhoudvanu a mix cd and i need to send out zines to distros for catalogue consideration. tomorrow i need to wash my car and list things on ebay to sell and write & write & write, and i might be catching up with haylea for dinner; so many things and who wants to waste time with their eyes shut ?

i am filling my life with things i love because it's the only way i know how to get through. whats the point otherwise ?

remember to breatheturtles_path on December 27th, 2004 05:42 pm (UTC)
YES! go with it Jade! :D
starmiranda on December 27th, 2004 06:29 pm (UTC)
i love that last sentence so much. it's so true. <3 xoxo
jen reneedaisywhite on December 27th, 2004 06:34 pm (UTC)
i was so busy with christmas & such that I never sent the money for your zine. can i still order it or should i wait for your newest one?
i can't wait to read it <3
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on December 27th, 2004 11:28 pm (UTC)
i still have copies left of it, i can send you both of them if you like, if my next one is done in time :) i'm a terrible procrastinator lol.
jen reneedaisywhite on December 29th, 2004 11:08 am (UTC)
I can't believe how horrible I am at replying!
Yes, definitely, I'll order both if it's done in time. I can't wait :]
asraix on December 28th, 2004 01:13 am (UTC)
I just got your card and I wanted to say Thank you so very much!!! The fact that you put so much time in finding the right words to say meant so much to me. I look forward to getting to know you as well and I hope my card wont be too late... though I am starting to wonder if I put enough postage on it....

Love you muchly!!!
Kirstiekirsidee on December 28th, 2004 08:48 am (UTC)
oh i yearn to see phantom of the opera.