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17 January 2005 @ 08:03 pm
ugh, stress  
today was the worst kind of stressful day. when i didn't know what i was talking about to people at work & had too much work to do & felt pressured and horrid the whole day.
please let tomorrow be better. the last time i had a horrid monday like that, the only good thing was that the week got progressively better thereafter. i'm hoping the same thing will happen this time too.

also i'm much much poorer than i thought i was. argh. no more online shopping for jade. no more any shopping for jade. i need to get my next zine finished & printed asap. i'm trying to save stamps so i can afford to send them out when they're done {if people order them that is, lol}, but i promise i'm catching up on letters & such. why does international postage have to be so damn expensive?

sigh, i'm in a negative mood today. everything is just bothering me. i hope tomorrow is better. i hope, i hope.

Effortlessly Controversialmoonborn on January 17th, 2005 01:40 am (UTC)
It was a day like that for me too.
*hugs and kisses*
Here's to a better day tomorrow.
Kirstie: [ring-a-rosy]kirsidee on January 17th, 2005 01:46 am (UTC)
you know what i do when i have to send lots of stuff overseas. go to the post office every day or every two days and just buy a dollar, two dollars, three dollars whatever worth of stamps and put them in a drawer at home. it adds up eventually and when you go to send them it doesn't seem like a whole lot of money at once. i know that sounds strange, but i always feel better that way. even though you know subconciously that it's the same amount - but when you don't shell it out all at once - it just doesn't seem the same amount.

love you faerie girl! ♥xo
i'd rather be a mystery: reading contradiction (by mordainlove)mordainlove on January 17th, 2005 02:02 am (UTC)
if people order them?! oh my, silly girl, how i adore you. i'm totally first in line for one. ::waits:: :)

thank you SO MUCH for the copy of your first zine that you sent me && the card too. mom and i are thrilled that we have a copy. and i'm planning something really special for you in thanks. ::hugs::

i'm crossing my fingers for a better week ahead, jade. take care of yourself && chin up. it can always get better.
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on January 17th, 2005 02:49 am (UTC)
aww hon, you didn't need to send a payment for the zine!! :X naughty girl, can't i *ever* send you something just because, hmm ?

but seriously, i'm so glad it got to you safely. your words mean so much to me, you have no idea *hugsyoutightly*
i'd rather be a mystery: moments with you (by saava)mordainlove on January 17th, 2005 02:54 am (UTC)
::laugh:: of course. but ... that zine ... that was your hard work, jade. i'd planned on getting one from you anyway and i just wouldn't have felt right. it was worthy of payment and i wanted to. so there. ::grin:: you were so sweet to send it to me after my having said something so long after your initial post. so thank you, again. :) :)

fructiferousfructiferous on January 17th, 2005 02:13 am (UTC)
international postage... when being the girl who does the mail is a damn fine thing. ;)
remember to breatheturtles_path on January 17th, 2005 04:45 am (UTC)
i'm so sorry to hear about your bad day... and my e-mail on top of it couldn't help. i'm sorry, shouldn've sent it to your work address... i just hit reply before i realised. :(

thank you for your kind words in your last comment, sweetie. and really, take your time in replying. i didn't mean to dump on you -i do trust you and vaulue you opinion, tho - and just writing some of that out gave me some good perspecitve and got me out of my head which is really what i needed.

sounds like we both need to take a few steps back and focus on one thing at a time - THIS WEEL WILL GET BETTER!!! :)

*love & hugs*
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on January 17th, 2005 02:32 pm (UTC)
are you kidding? your email was one of the better parts of the day, seriously. i really appreciate that you trust me so much, and it took me outside of my own little world (&work cubicle!) and into something that actually matters. i just felt bad i couldn't reply to you straight away, but i'll be less rushed with a pen in my hand and my response will be more coherent (maybe lol).
you are more than welcome to email my work address anytime you like *hugsyou* just knowing i am in your thoughts really helps.
Full-Pronged Fury!!!!: Celesangerfork on January 17th, 2005 07:24 am (UTC)

Here's hoping for a better...erm, today!!
thorn witchalex_faerie on January 17th, 2005 08:27 am (UTC)
my dear please please please do not send my letter or anything i know you are planning to send to me if the postage is too much and you can't afford it right now, it's totally not needed and not a problem i can wait ;p i don't want you to run out of money or get stressed about it!
and hope your week gets better, i'm sure it will, especially if you try and go in with a positive attitude, it will help.
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on January 17th, 2005 02:33 pm (UTC)
too late... it went yesterday ;)
it's fine, dearheart! i didn't mean to make you feel bad or anything. i'm just being silly and stressing about little things *smacks head*
love you, you sweetheart xxx
thorn witchalex_faerie on January 18th, 2005 12:19 am (UTC)
aw okay, well long as you're sure it's all alright :)
and yay *excitement* :P
love you too!!
krystallos on January 17th, 2005 12:31 pm (UTC)
*hugs* it will be better. and i feel you on the money situation. ugh.
r a c h e l ♥__rubyslippers on January 18th, 2005 05:36 am (UTC)
Just wanted to comment and let you know that I have added you to my friends list ... you seem lovely. ♥
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on January 18th, 2005 07:05 pm (UTC)
aw, thanks hon ♥
suchadramaqueen on January 18th, 2005 03:52 pm (UTC)
hey jade. it's jill. (winterlikemagic) - hope you remember me. but anyways, i'm so very sorry about your negativity and i hope it turns around to be positive soon! i'm very anxious on reading your zine. *smiles* i'm sure it'll be lovely.

this is my new username for my livejournal, so if you care to add me, go ahead. :) but it'd be nice to look at my rules before ya do. haha, sorry- i'm a sucker for comments. feel better soon! love you hun. and stay sweet!
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on January 18th, 2005 07:03 pm (UTC)
i'm pretty broke (like, badly) at the moment, so i'm not sure when i'll be able to send yr zine out, maybe next week? i'm going to put my other zine on sale this weekend as well so i can afford some postage *sighs*