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28 March 2005 @ 03:12 pm
i feel so miserable. my head is pounding & i feel sick & nothing is cheering me up. hurrah for the last day of a long weekend and being entirely too sad & sick to do anything.


going inside to watch a movie that always makes me want a european christmas (and oh, i think i'll really get to have that this year and that makes me smile even if nothing else does today). heidi. ever since i saw it when i was like 8, i dreamt of being in frankfurt, of snow at christmas, of european traditions. i didn't even realise we even had that movie still. and dad is laughing at me because i'm getting sucked into daytime television today. at least i can amuse my family still :P

ugh. dizzydizzydizzy. i crave mac & cheese even though i will probably just throw it up afterwards because i feel so horrid.
going to crash on the couch and die for awhile. sorry for no comments today... i meant to try and catch up, but i can't even type today.

love to you all, and i hope your long weekend this easter is much nicer :P

victories overseas: look awaybedauern on March 28th, 2005 05:46 am (UTC)
i miss europe so badly sometimes
i often wonder if i'll ever return for good
where are my roots, where are they?
i've been uprooted and replanted here in america,
i just don't know anymore.

i do hope you feel better though <3
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on March 28th, 2005 09:43 am (UTC)
oh i know how you feel, dearheart.
i hope you will return
&i hope i do too.
Kirstie: [just to know your name]kirsidee on March 28th, 2005 06:14 am (UTC)
more love to you gorgeous! :) ♥
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on March 28th, 2005 09:44 am (UTC)
thankyou, my lovely ♥
ex_snowcanwa171 on March 28th, 2005 06:50 am (UTC)

*soft hugs* Eeek, poor thing, being sick is awful. :( Snuggle up in bed and have something hot to drink, darling.

Love you so much! xoxo
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on March 28th, 2005 09:45 am (UTC)
thankyou darling.
starmiranda on March 28th, 2005 07:48 am (UTC)
aw, yuck! i hope you're feeling better soon. that's no fun! xo
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on March 28th, 2005 09:45 am (UTC)
i think i am actually feeling better already - hurrah for medication! :P
love xo
ps: i finished reading your zine today and oh. i loved it so -- will write to you soon <3
starmiranda on March 28th, 2005 06:54 pm (UTC)
yay! & thank you so much! that means a lot to me. xoxo
Catherine Earnshawgiantessmess on March 28th, 2005 07:50 am (UTC)
xxoo hugs and love
sickness sucks, i hope you got some rest though <3 <3
    scarlet's walkkisstheviolets on March 28th, 2005 09:47 am (UTC)
thankyou darling.
i meant to write to you this weekend :( but i will definitely be writing soon, when i am in a more positive & cheery state of mind <3
Catherine Earnshawgiantessmess on March 29th, 2005 01:08 pm (UTC)
awww. i just hope you're feeling better, my dear. :) ::love::
& the hearts beating;;;dirtandhearts on March 28th, 2005 03:25 pm (UTC)
i'm sorry you're not well, dear *hugs* <3333