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18 August 2005 @ 04:54 pm
getting better  
I am feeling so much better today, it is sort of unbelievable. This time yesterday I felt like I was dying; today I have been able to get up, watch some dvds (I haven't been able to watch tv for nearly a week; my head was pounding so badly and my eyes were so sensitive to light for most of the time that apart from the odd visit online to check my email, staring at a screen was just plain bad news), cuddle my dogs, come online for more than 15 minutes. It feels like freedom. As opposed to sleeping all day and wanting to beat my head against the wall out of pain & frustration.

Tomorrow I think I will actually be well enough to get out of this house, to go out somewhere that's not the doctor's office. I have stuff to start preparing for going overseas, and I've been anxious thinking about them for the last week. I'm excited to finally do stuff instead of just thinking & dreaming about it. I'm tired of being sick. I am lucky; I am rarely sick, so I really notice it when I am.

{& giantessmess; thankyou so much for the worry doll. She is perfect, she really is right now ♥}

And these things have sustained me over the last week (I guess this is my version of the "10 things that bring you joy" meme that has been circulating, eg on riphertoshreds & snowcanwait's ljs): ♥ cuddles with Jedi ♥ strawberries ♥ chicken ♥ emails from R. ♥ ♥ comments & support from you lot ♥ &okay, I can't think of anything else right now, but I'm sure there was more. Anyway. The point is, I think I'm finally getting better, so hurrah.

 
 
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ex_snowcanwa171 on August 18th, 2005 07:30 am (UTC)

!!!YAY!!! :D This is the best post I have read on FL all day! I am soooo happy for you darling. :)

Much love xo!
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jenny renee [Chucky] ♥backofbourke on August 18th, 2005 08:21 am (UTC)

You will absolutely love going overseas. Trust me. It makes you feel so new and alive.
Catherine Earnshawgiantessmess on August 18th, 2005 10:16 am (UTC)
This is so fantastic to hear.

*love*

I am so happy things are getting better. <3 I'm glad you liked the doll.

sweet dreams.
catchnteardrops on August 18th, 2005 11:07 am (UTC)
I'm so glad that you are starting to feel better!
ex_lambkin76 on August 18th, 2005 12:23 pm (UTC)
So glad to hear you're feeling better!
Take care
xx
♥Lokaha Samasta Sukhino Bhavantu♥jupitersiren on August 18th, 2005 01:21 pm (UTC)
Ohh! I am so happy that you are feeling better Jade!!!!!!!!!!!!
art, crafting & domestic bliss!sagiegirl on August 18th, 2005 04:16 pm (UTC)
I am so thankful you are feeling better! Emily received her package and was so ecstatic! Thank you <3