This year seems to be full of tragedy, it makes me feel so sad and like I don't know what to say anymore.
Kelly, I'm so sorry for your loss.
I remember how her letters over the years were filled with stories about him, their relationship
after so many years of writing, you begin to feel like you know that other person too.
I feel so cynical and bitter about the world these days, about life and living. I never used to be that way at all, always believing in the best and creating big dreams, trying to make them come true.
I don't know how to dream anymore, how to believe in them.
All I know is what is here, what is now.