i really do have no will power. i was determined not to come on the computer tonight. i was going to stay inside, call some friends, and write some letters. i'd checked my email at uni this morning - i didn't need to check it again. but where am i now?? maybe if it wasn't for this page, i wouldn't feel the need to be here - but who cares, but here i am! dangit. but hey. it's only 7:30pm. i still have a few more hours of my night, so maybe i won't waste it all after all.