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29 August 2001 @ 09:49 pm
 
Eh. Did I say that I would have more time once Wednesday's over? Someone remind me not to say that again, because somehow, I've jinxed myself.

So I got my talk done for the Classic Theatre at 2 o'clock this morning, and it wasn't great, but it wasn't too bad either... a few people told me they enjoyed it after the class, and the tutor said it was very good... but more than anything, I was just glad it was over. I caught the bus into the city with a guy from the class, Matthew... he's really nice, this was really the first time I had properly talked to him. So that was cool... I like making new friends. What was cool is that we were talking about drama and stuff, and he mentioned that he loved musicals and singing, which was neat - as so do I :) It's cool to meet a guy who likes musicals though, I haven't met too many, even with all the drama friends I know.

Anyway, I was planning to have tomorrow all to myself - no work, no uni classes. Just do a (little bit) of studying, write some letters, RELAX, do what I wanted to do. And I was looking forward to it. Until the city store of my work rang me... "Jade, do you have any plans for tomorrow? Could you work for us, 9 - 6?" What could I say? Lately I've changed so many shifts, said no so many times... I felt that I needed to redeem myself, and actually say yes for a change. And I could really, really do with the extra money.

But... all I wanted was a day off. I'm so tired. I haven't had a break since the play finished, and I thought I'd be able to take things a bit easier. But I can't. On Friday I have uni and then I'm going to the show, and then Saturday I'm working all day, but all I really want is just a break, and a day to do nothing, before I totally collapse.

Of course, I could always not go to the show, but I want to, and I want to spend time with Kate.

Forgive me. I'm just... tired. Not sleepy-tired, but just needing to have a break, to have some time to relax and not worry so much about everything that needs to be done. I feel like I'm constantly running out of time, and this means... I'm running out of energy. I'm sick of having no time to myself. All my time is spent studying and working, just when I thought I might get a break.

Was ONE day off just too much to ask for?